Composer† Hayden† Wayne

A† Conversation† with† Bruce† Duffie

Every once in awhile, you get the chance to meet someone who is totally and completely in synch with a different time.† Like stepping back into the late '60s and 70s, to meet and speak with Hayden Wayne is a journey not only to the past, but also to the far future.† His vision combines sensibilities of his own background with the latest advances in science and technology.

For more info about him, including a full biography and a large gallery of photos, visit† his website .

It was the 50th anniversary of D-Day, and we had been at a performance of the Chicago Sinfonietta conducted by Paul Freeman.† Later, we met at the WNIB studios and had this conversation . . . . .

Bruce Duffie:† Youíre both a composer and a performer.† How do you divide your time?

Hayden Wayne:† Actually I've just had a very intense three and a half years of writing over 2000 pages of score.

BD:† Which would account for how many works, roughly?

HW:† Thereís a full ballet, two symphonies for large orchestra, a 100-minute one-act opera, the orchestrations to a street opera...

BD:† Are these things you just had to write, or are they commissioned?

HW:† I wrote them because I had to write them. But, also, dealing in todayís insanity, itís a lot easier to say, ďHereís the piece,Ē when most people are very well practiced at the art of the ďB.S.Ē

BD:† But are you looking forward to the day when someone will come to you and say, ďWrite me a pieceĒ?

HW:† Oh, absolutely!† As what has recently happened with this cantata I wrote, called In Memoriam: a celebration, which had its world premiere at St. John the Divine in November.† In fact I just had a meeting today, with the people in Skokie (Illinois), for a performance May 28th. And the same piece will be in the Old Testament Festival in Prague.† This is all in Ď95 in Wodz, in Poland, and possibly again at St. Johnís at the end of the year.† So the one piece will really get a lot of play, which Iím very proud of.† Iím always looking for commissions.† Any of you De Mediciís out there, please?

BD:† [Laughs]† Well, if you get the commission, how do you decide to do it or turn it down?

HW:† Itís funny, Iím not really like Bette Davis where Iíve really learned how to say no, unless something is so blatantly wrong because I love any excuse to write.

BD:† Write a concerto for piccolo, ocarina, and tuba?

HW:† Could be a lot of fun. [Laughter]

BD:† Since youíre not dealing with commissions at the moment, letís talk about the other way.† How do you decide which piece youíre going to work on?† Do you decide youíre going to write a symphony or write a cantata or...?

HW:† Well, actually, itís a good question.† I had written my first symphony, the Symphony of Friends, which is about four people in my life.† Itís kind of like a collection of mini-tone poems, but not in the big sweeping sense of what Africa is as a tone poem, where you visualize the topography and all these moods; these are really portraits of people.† After that first one was done, I was thinking, ďMy God, what next?Ē† And this flip idea Ė at the moment, it was flip idea Ė kept popping in my head, a reggae symphony, and I started laughing.† All of a sudden I said, ďWait a second, what a great exploitive title if somebody could really dig in and write the thing!Ē† And I thought, ďWell, if I was to seriously take this on, what would I have to do; gleaning all the figures and the motives so to develop them into symphonic form.Ē† The more I thought about it, the more it started to really grab me.† What happened was, REGGAE led to HEAVY METAL, which led to FUNK, which is the trilogy.† Being that they are indigenous black folk idioms, when I completed that thinking, ďMy God, whatís next?Ē† Well I had to go to my roots, and that was Africa.† It's ALL our roots.† That was an amazing experience because in the process of doing research for that, hundreds and hundreds of cassettes dealing with the entire continent (itís an amazingly diverse continent), and then putting it together; the story from an Euro-ethnistic point of view.†† And as everyone knows, African ethnicity mixing with Euro-ethnicity gave America its original, jazz Ė which begot rhythm and blues, which begot rock-n-roll, and then its sub delineations Ė i.e., reggae, funk, and, bless your hearts, they gave me my wherewithal to write my symphonies.† Itís not a new discovery. I mean, my God, Dvorak came here and he said, ďAmerica, wake up, itís right here in your black community and your Indian community.Ē† And whatís exciting about that is that the piece will be performed by the State Philharmonic of Brno.† They are going to do the world premiere of the Fourth Symphony in February of Ď95 and record it.† Iím very flattered by what has happened.† They are doing an anthology of 300 years of music culminating with, I guess, as if Dvorak reaches into America and me reaching back.† That I was chosen is staggeringly flattering.† Iím very pleased. Itís a wonderful orchestra. Itís really very exciting.

BD:† On just a technical note, how does it wind up that the Fifth Symphony is done and recorded before the world premiere of the Fourth Symphony?

HW:† What happened was we went through the work and they decided to do the 4th, and we did a cold reading.† Then they decided, ďOkay, letís do the 5thĒ.† Ultimately, I would like for all my works recorded...

BD:† I guess the thing that interests me is why would you write a 5th symphony without having heard the performance of the 4th?

HW:† Well, let me put it to you this way, beggars canít be choosers.† Whatever the mood is of the Boards and conductors and the orchestras, itís hard enough to find an orchestra that will play five minutes of your music for anything over 15 musicians.† Here these pieces are for 85-100 musicians and theyíre almost 50 minutes in length.† Itís funny, because being fair, to try to understand this, when you look at a European orchestra dealing with truly American idioms, itís a stretch sometimes.† What happened is they tested the waters with that, and when they looked at Africa, they felt that Africa somehow was an easier tackle for a first release, but they were so intrigued by Funk that thatís what they wanted to do the world premiere as part of this big season of theirs, and subsequently recorded.† They are so hell-bent on really nailing it, they have given me so much remarkable time with rehearsal, itís like I said, itís very flattering!

BD:† Now, you use the term, funk.† What is your musical background?† I know that you came from a more popular idiom in terms of music, so how did you get into the classical idiom?

HW:† Iím 45, so rock-n-roll was born into me as a folk idiom.† I was 3 when Bill Haley and the Comets came out.† I was 5 when the Grandfather of rock-n-roll, Chuck Berry, the Master, came out.† Then, of course, Elvis, and subsequently the ride took off, and the Beatles, and Peter Townsend, and all these brilliant moments right through the 60s with the Renaissance of all that...

BD:† This is the stuff you listened to and enjoyed and imitated?

HW:† Yes, and even performed, because Iím a dyed-in-the-wool rocker.† But, to really add the true focus on my education, my father was in the society end of music where you literally could not request a tune he couldnít play.† So you can imagine that eclectic group of the hit parade.† All the publishers would be sending him the latest scores hoping that he would play something as the shows were out on the road working their way into New York, so I had that.† He was very neurotic about me getting my education - i.e., classical, and I was a kid Ė rock-n-roll.† So one day would be 1860, one day would be 1960, one day it would be 2060.† Rather than being a total free-for-all/chaos, somehow I was developing a voice within all this mish-mosh, and it was quite extraordinary to see direct parallels.† Like, you know, Beethoven, for instance.† I tongue-in-cheek say was doing Peter Townsend licks of the Who 150 years before the Who, and then we had our punk, Igor Stravinsky.† You know?† There are great parallels here Ė the acid period, the drug period, Wagner, and chromaticism.† Or you could say you get even further Ė you get into spikier camps Ė the Schoenberg and Webern, and on and on.† There are direct parallels, thereís no question.† The big difference here, which makes it in one respect very exciting and in another respect very scary, is that yesterday, as it were, 100 years ago, there was one language.† Even though there was always folk music, the big language was the classical voice.† Today, ironically, the big voice is the folk voice because of technology.† Anybody can get printed onto tape. Anybody can pick up some kind of instrument, whatever that is, whether itís electronic or a guitar, and print well and sizable enough because of the electronic medium, to have worth.† Ironically, a 4-piece band can sound bigger than 100-piece orchestra.

BD:† Is that good or bad or just there?

HW:† Well I canít be a snob about it, and I donít mean to be that ambiguous about it.† Iím a firm believer that anything that is honest and truly well executed deserves a moment in the sun.† But the bottom line is, I think we have reached the point now that so many things have become caricatures of themselves and, especially in the minimalist sense of what is existing in folk music, that weíre finding ourselves getting into more social-political regurgitations Ė i.e., of rock-n-roll.† I tie this into classical directly because all the great masters dealt with folk music, so we have to examine folk music here.† A lot of my colleagues have not drawn on this, and I feel that they have lost their audiences because of that.† Thatís another thing I will get into.† But you look into how we had, as I said before, this renaissance in the 60s, Ė i.e., the Beatles, the Who, Focus, and all these cross-over groups.† It was getting more and more complex.† The beginnings of jazz starting to infiltrate rock-n-roll.† Then all this fusion that went back out, and weíve had a resurgence of what we now call classical jazz.† Thatís another camp.† What happened, interestingly enough, in the 70s was punk nihilism came in.† With that one just went, boom, denial!† It denied everything we had evolved to and went back, because of demand of what I feel was pubescent necessity, which is really idiomatically, what rock-n-roll is.† The difference is, however, in the 50s, where pubescent energy, youth demanding its own recognition.† It finally got to a point where we were sexual, because rock-n-roll and sex is same.† Itís metaphorically one for the other.† I donít mean to be crass saying this, but a person would pick up, metaphorically, a guitar to get laid!† Today a person picks up a guitar to make a million dollars.†† To me thatís a broad difference.† Even though itís naive, i.e., folk, once youíve evolved and gone through a renaissance, if you deny what youíve evolved to, to go back to your pubescent roots, itís a lie.† So it becomes oxymoronic.† Thatís why I consider, from Public Image Limited onto today, weíve had a social political commentary, as opposed to a pubescent necessity of expression.† Me?† I couldnít deny my roots.† Granted I was classically trained, but my folk roots were with me in all the rock-n-roll bands I had played and toured with.† The obvious route to go was into classical music for me.† A great many of my colleagues went into jazz, and we see now these resurgences, thank God, and these high, high camps of music.† The scary part about all of this is many of my colleagues, the elder guard, have been so ruthlessly arrogant, to the point of just thumbing their noses at the audience so they could pat themselves with their sycophant mentalities, and say, ďIsnít this great!† Doesnít this look great on paper!Ē, and have for 40 years alienated audiences.† Granted this is just my opinion, and I could be crucified for what Iím about to say:† I personally feel that serial composition was an experiment taken too seriously.† I donít even think Schoenberg would have expected the result of what had happened in the subsequent 40 years where, granted, there are a handful of truly wonderful mystical pieces, but primarily it all sounds like it was written by the same bloody composer.

BD:† So itís really a blind alley?† You should look into it, but then get out and go back on the main street?

HW:† Well how long do you kick the horse before you realize the horse is dead?† If a lot of the elder guard are saying, "This man is crazyĒ, look at your dying audience.† Iím going to prove it scientifically right now:† A rave sale in records is 5-8000 units in classical music.† It even puts us on the charts.† In pop or rock-n-roll, if I didnít sell 5-8000 units in my own neighborhood, and if I lived in an apartment complex in my own building, Iíd be laughed out of the business.† Granted, Iím getting a little fringy and a little exaggerated, but the 5-8000 units is the gospel Ė thatís a rave in classical and in jazz!† Thatís very sad, because those are high forms.† The big scary thing is now, with the accountant-driven mentality of this corporate monopoly GNP orientation, they say, ďWellĒ. . . Ė you know, they play hardball, and rightfully so; thatís their game plan like music is my game plan and you have yours Ė but they get into this thing of saying ďWell, you know, the audience doesnít buy that!Ē I say, ďBut thereís an audience for...Ē ďNo, they wonít buy that!Ē ďWhy donít you give the audience a chance to decide yes or no.Ē† You know, that famous expression, if a tree falls in a forest and if youíre not there, did it fall?† I take it further, I say, ďIs there a forest?Ē because this is what theyíre doing.† Theyíre doing broad cross-cuts!Ē† We look at our generations and we look at the devolution in folk music to the raw state where, even in rap, which is a very important folk expression for people who have to express, but, if you look at the syntax of language, that has even disintegrated.† Imagine E. E. Cummings or Ferlingetti to rap.† Very plausible, isnít it?† It would be quite exciting.† I mean, if you can get the copyright clearance, it would be worthwhile to go into the studio and youíd make it wortwhile.† But rap is rap.† Iím into more complex musical things, and here I am.

BD:† Are you sure that youíre not interested in things that are a little too complex and that are just hard to listen to in a different way than the atonal school was in its way?

HW:† Yes and no.† The pianist Rubinstein, said, ďI donít play from the head or the heart, I play from the gut.Ē† I feel thatís the immediacy and the accessibility.† You know, funny, ďaccessibilityĒ is a dirty word to my elder guard.† They feel that you have to be so erudite and so remote and stretch.† True, you do, but, my God, Beethoven does that, and yet Beethovenís accessible at the same time!

BD:† But you in no way have sold out?

HW:† Oh God, no. Iíd cut my throat first.

BD:† Youíre still saying in your music what you want to say in it?

HW:† Absolutely.

BD:† And how you want to say it?

HW:† As we were just saying, what, ten minutes ago about this 3 Ĺ-year purge (where I wrote 2000 pages of fully orchestrated score), I wake up every day, as it were Ė Iím saying this metaphorically Ė in terror about my own worth, but Iíve got the Grandfathers before me.† Itís every day I know whatever I write Iím immediately going to be compared to whoever has written anything before me, and thereís a wonderful library of BRILLIANCE out there!† Have I spun my wheels for nothing?† Thereís a Zen aspect too.† When I expire if Iíve lived my life as a composer, havenít I succeeded anyway?† Well, yes, of course.† But thereís the ego which drives us, not the vanity.† Vanity thinks Iím too good, I donít have to write.† Itís the ego that says that I MUST write.† I have other colleagues who get freaked out about the political mumbo jumbo thatís happening with grants and whoís getting them, and the right people are not getting them, etc..† Then somebody said something to me, ďThis is great; let the NEA fail, let this one fail, let that one fail.Ē† I said, ďWhat, are you crazy?† Theyíre supporting orchestras.Ē† He said, ďNo, no, you donít understand:† There are all these people claiming that theyíre artists, but when the money goes, theyíll find other alternatives, theyíll find other jobs, theyíll go back to doing other things.† But all of us that have to be artists, we still will be.Ē† Now, you know, me saying that and pointing to myself, it can come off very arrogant, but I recognize his frustration when he said this to me.† I have no choice for myself.† I get up and I write and Iím driven.† Itís a maniacal drive!

BD:† So, if necessary, you would be in the starving garret.

HW:† Oh yes!† Depending on who supports me, I vacillate that sine wave in and out and in and out.† The most important thing for me is that, interestingly enough, thank God I have never been dry.† Iíve always been fertile.† The difficult thing is finding that space to just disappear and stop time.† Africa was written in five months.† My wife had to go back to the Czech Republic to take care of some business.† I love my wife dearly Ė it was like, weíre really integrated Ė and, not to go crazy, all of a sudden this purge started.† The next thing I know I hadnít slept for four days and I had written the 5th movement in those four days!† Now thatís insanity!† It happens, but if you keep doing that you can die.† Itís one of these things.† That was a gusher that came out and I felt wonderful about that.† Then there have been these horrendous times where itís worse than pulling teeth, and you fight it, and its just for the shear ego of discipline:† ďDammit, I am going to finish this!Ē† And you hate it!† You hate it!† You curse yourself and youíre throwing tantrums in your mind, paperís falling here and pencils are breaking there, and somehow it gets finished.† Then you throw it in the drawer totally unrequited and you forget about it.† Your life goes on and you kind of heal, you know?† With the help of psychotherapy you get through it.† Lo and behold, 10 months later you stumble across this piece, ďMy God, this is incredible!Ē† You discover itís a window so far ahead of yourself and you know you didnít write it, because you consciously fought it every note of the way.† I cannot explain that other than divine intervention.† Thatís happened to me several times.† Now I donít even question it.† I just know Iím writing something and I say to myself,† ďOh man, this is like, uh, yeah, push, pushĒ.† I think of one of my great teachers, Larry Wilcox, may he rest in peace.† He taught me how to listen.† Technically, he was one of my orchestration teachers.† But, truly, he taught me how to listen, and it was quite fascinating.† He would say, ďGet this particular score, this edition.† Donít open it, I donít want you to look at the score; just pick it up and get it ready.† Get this recording.† I want you to put it on, then clean your house, go grocery shopping or something, just put it on wrap-around, let it play all day long.Ē† In essence he said, ďI donít want you sitting in front of the stereo; just put it on and do what you do.† At the end of the week I want you to sit down and listen to it.Ē† And I realized what he was doing subsequently.† Because the piece was written subliminally, it didnít start necessarily at A and went to Z.† It may have started at P and then went to K and then went to O and then somehow...

BD:† Was this a well-known piece or...?

HW:† Yes. What happened in the process, I realized my own processes in writing.† This opera I just finished, Dracula Opera Erotica, I had written the opening monologue just to see if I could do it, because I had a revelation:† I was asked to do incidental music for the Ted Tiller version as a financial assignment, strictly a journeyman gig.† Iím sitting in the back of the house and I have this revelation.† I said, ďMy God, why would Dracula die?† Why would anybody Ė forget Dracula Ė why would anybody with 500 years of experience put themselves in a position of death?Ē† I realized he fell in love.† I thought, ďOh wow, no oneís touched upon this!Ē† It evoked this whole thing, and subsequently it became an opera erotica.† I realized the real twist on it was the Dracula syndrome in my opera is the unwillingness to leave our dreams.† Itís not so much blood-sucking, itís the other thing about dreams.† How many dreams have we awakened from and say, ďOh, God, I want to go back.Ē The thing thatís also fascinating about that is in the dream context, whatever we think, if we freeze these moments, and we dwell in these thoughts, itís longer than the microseconds, the continuum of life.† So, if anything, reality becomes more the illusion and our dreams and our fantasies become more real because they carry more weight because of the time involved.† But, talking about how this piece was written, I wrote the first aria.† Then I thought, ďLet me write an aria for Mina.Ē† It turned out to be her final aria, and I said, ďWell, let me write an aria for Jonathan.Ē† That was somewhere in the middle.† Then American Opera Projects had asked me, (through Robert Driver of the Philadelphia Opera, who suggested me to Greta Holby, look at this composer...) and they said ďyesĒ, so they were doing it as a work in progress; we were doing the reading.† So I wrote this section.† I had to write the very end.† Then the next time we did a reading there was another middle section that came in, and I just recently finished the remaining 40-minute hole.† Itís very funny because you say, ďWell, my God, how do you put these fragments of motifs together?Ē† But a lot of times it forces you.† You know, thereís a lot of Kismet involved.† If I had to write it A to Z, I donít think the piece would have turned out as well as it had.† Itís one of those, like they say; ďif it ainít broke, donít fix itĒ.† I try not to explain it, I just try to do it.† And so far itís working, you know?

BD:† Well, what advice do you have for other young composers coming along, if anything at all?

HW:† Every day, every day, every day, every day.† Donít quit; follow your bliss.† Listen to Joseph Campbell - he wasnít so far from the truth Ė and work hard.† Listen to everything.† Donít dismiss anything from listening.† Find your niches, have your own opinions, never be arrogant. Have your likes and your dislikes, of course.† But you never know, you may hear stuff that is absolute crap, itís totally self-indulgent. But if youíre in the theater and you paid for the ticket, even if you hate it, sit through the entire performance, because then when someone does a point-counterpoint with you, you can at least say with authority ďYeah, I saw that, this happened, that happened, this happened.Ē† Strangely enough, the negative vacuum that one of those experiences creates for you may turn out to be the most magnificent positive somewhere else down the line in application.† I canít tell you when I was at school how many things I learned and all of the stuff that didnít mean anything until subsequently years later, through application, it was like this dusty Rolodex.† I say every day because every moment of time that you concentrate and work on it, youíre refining your craft.† Every time you refine your craft you refine yourself, because your craft is a microcosm of your life, and your life is going to improve, totally improve!† I used to have a nickname, you can tell by my speed-rap.† God help me if I ever drank coffee!† Ladies and gentleman, I donít drink coffee because Iíd talk three times longer and five times as fast.† Itís one of these things where you just keep working and refining your craft.† You find that in this process of work, all these discoveries happen that you can apply in life.† I had a nickname, the White Tornado, when I was young because I had this raging desire to be good.† I mean, once again, the Grandfathers, and my father, who I respected Ė and heís still alive Ė I respect immensely.† My mother was an Earl Caroll Vanity Girl; it was show-biz all around me all the time.† You deal with this, and you work, and you just donít stop, you know?† Finally I arrived.

BD:† But at what point do you start to experience burn-out?

HW:† Thatís something else.† I was the White Tornado because they would say, ďHayden, Jesus, man, you know, you leave a room and furniture spins.Ē† I had this raging desire to be good!† I hadnít really developed my craft at that point.† I had interesting ideas, you would say.† I was a precocious kid, but not until I really arrived, and thatís not an ego trip.† You just recognize that if somebody hands you an assignment and you know you can do it, history is going to be the only thing that can tell me whether I have really been good at my craft or not.† Itís one of those ephemeral things.† Whether my piece is going to stand the test of time, that is the true critique, and thatís beyond our control.† Before that aspect, we say, ďI can handle this and I can handle counterpoint. Whatís that?Ē† I can handle this, handle that, orchestration, and thatís a perpetual re-invention, a redefinition, a rediscovery.† Like I said, every day, every day, every day.† Itís not as painful as you think.† Think about the poor people out there who have no direction in life and canít find something.† They go buy a $175 shirt to go disco-ing somewhere and they canít even dance in time.† At least we are safe.

BD:† Safe from what?

HW:† The anarchy thatís out there. The anarchy of ignorance, the anarchy of this growing illiteracy, the plague thatís out there.

BD:† Do you not like people?

HW:† I love human beings.

BD:† You donít like what people have become then?

HW:† There are people and there are human beings. Look, we have Rwanda, theyíre killing 5000 a day. We have Bosnia, we have Yemen, we have Somalia, Sudan, Uganda.

BD:† We also have the Berlin Philharmonic, the Lyric Opera of Chicago, and the Metropolitan Opera, and the Chicago Symphony.

HW:† Bless your heart!† But the market share of those orchestras is rapidly shrinking because the corporate monolith recognizes GNP to be the base of the pyramid, not the apex.† As long as we recognize the base of the pyramid and not the apex, and realize that with the world having six billion people that thereís a market share Ė and a profitable market share Ė no matter how secularly narrow any apex of any pyramid may be, weíre going to find ourselves in this widening homogenization to the point where we will not perpetuate a knowledge of what could first be investigated.† People will not know of the classics, they will not know of this, they will not know of that.

BD:† Should they?

HW:† Yes!† Because we are going to get into revisionism.† Look at the racism today.† You and I went through Thurgood Marshall, man, a titan!† We went through the 60s.† We went through putting everything on the books legally in America, making America truly what it should be. All of a sudden we have racism and revisionism like I canít believe!† I cannot believe that I went through the 60s to see this crap thatís happening now.† And I have too many friends, as artists, as everything out there.† Thatís not what you are.† I mean, thatís wonderful.† You bring your culture to me.† Sure, you bring this, you bring that.† Thatís a wonderful integration, thatís a great synergy.† But thereís no color line, thereís no theological line.† Itís ďWhat are you?, What do you have to say?Ē† Every time you talk you say, ďIím a this, Iím a that?Ē No, you talk.† Now, all of a sudden itís, ďWell, Iím a this.Ē, ďIím a that.Ē, Oh, hi.† Iím this, Iím this, Iím that.Ē† I mean, what is this?† Are you this?† Have you accepted this?† You donít have to tell me what you are!† Be! Be!† Just do and produce.† Donít hate me.† Do and produce!

BD:† Okay, letís swing this back to music. What IS music?

HW:† Well, Music-Speak.† Itís a different language, and itís a very fortunate language, because it transcends all ideologies.† The schism in music-speak is between the intellectualization of it and the GUT, as I referred to Artur Rubinsteinís definition.† I tend to be the latter camp because I have to use my intellect to be able to grab you.† Iíve always felt that a true definition of art was this, and this is why I think itís from the gut:† The ability to take a ďspiritualĒ from the cosmos, put it into a physicalized form, where another individual can have that very same first-person experience as I had when I reached in and pulled out that ďspiritualĒ from the cosmos.† Depending on how successfully that happens with all the other people outside of myself, will determine how successful Iíve been at my craft and, therefore, how successful I am as an artist.† Even if you canít put the wherewithal to analyze it like that, that doesnít mean that you donít have it to do it.† Itís most important to the listeners out there to find it, people, because itís getting to the point now that we donít have very much left to keep our sanity and to keep the humanity that is rapidly dwindling.† We must keep our humanity.† The only way we can have our humanity is through the arts and the sciences.† The sooner we recognize that we are now going into a renaissance which is totally predicated upon multiculturalism Ė and that means EVERYBODY, gang; multicultural is everybody.† Iím very optimistic, as bleak as things seem right now Ė and theyíre very bleak.† I believe the world is coming to an end, as it were.† What that literally means?† Well, we have another six years to go, but the Renaissance is here.† And I send the word out to all you people, that those of you who believe it, youíre in it, and itís going to be amazing.† Just think about that.† All you guys out there who are, say, at least 40 years old, who have witnessed the television renaissance, meaning the 60s, imagine the computer renaissance of the year 2000.† These little pishers have grown up as if itís the telephone.† They have computer-speak like we just talk.† Itís very exciting.

BD:† Iím going to be keep bringing this back to music. Is the music that you write, or music that exists, the solution or is it part of the solution, or is listening to the music then going to produce the solution?

HW: Well, itís funny you say, solution.† To what, if I may?

BD:† Solution to the problems that youíre talking about.

HW:† Okay.† I feel this.† Iím not planning to be the saviour.† I feel, though, that my music is accessible, and what Iím saying to those people who have only listened to rock-n-roll is thereís a power and passion that if you still yourself enough to hear the noise, youíd hear a noise that would knock you on your ass.† Iím very sincere about that.† I feel that I have a very passionate statement, and I hope the world likes my music-speak.† I feel also that thereís a huge market share that can make tremendous revenue, because weíre talking about revenue.† There are many great pieces.† Thereís a strange duality here.† You could say, well, there are a lot of people who maybe have heard of "Dot, dot, dot, dah!" [singing the opening motif], the most famous motif ever, but theyíve never really listened to entire Beethoven Fifth.† Then there are those of us who are real die-hards who are, ďI canít listen to that...Ē or, ďI love you Ludwig, but I canít listen to this anymore.Ē† We have to be careful.† We canít be arrogant and look down on a person.† They may not even have the attention span to listen to a whole thing.† We have to think in pop nomenclature, like how about the single from it.† Not to bastardize it, but we have to be willing.† In opera, it doesnít take years to develop a taste, it takes decades! Itís a glorious, complex art form; itís brilliant, but unless youíre willing to give a sampler to people and hit them with some of the greatest arias and slowly work them in so they know how to listen and reach, if we donít take the time to teach them, weíre going to lose them.† So we have to not be arrogant and say we will play Beethovenís Fifth.† But at the same time, we cannot limit ourselves strictly to just the 12 or 15 pieces to play as a standard and safe repertoire, to hope that weíre going to keep our subscription audience up.† We have to figure a balance of working it in.† The one thing I miss about Bernstein - granted, there are few pieces that he wrote that are absolutely brilliant Ė to me his genius, his legacy was as a teacher.† We need another series of Young Peopleís Concerts, not condescending, but to educate us to the glories and the mysteries of music.† Not something so fantastic.† Iím thinking of the movie Amadeus, where Mozart says something about ďcrapping marble."† I always refer to the ďboysĒ and the ďgalsĒ by their first names because they were real people.† We look at Guns and Roses today, with Axel, but think about Ludwig.† Here we are having a beer in some local pub, and this guy comes in dishevelled, and goes and throws open the lid of the piano, blows the piano apart with some improvisational wizardry of his, laughs uproariously, slams the lid down, and storms out of the joint.† Youíre left with "who was that, what was that?"† He did that kind of thing.† He moved 30 times in his life.† He was crazy.† He was also brilliant.† These are real people.† Itís very exciting.† If we examine this, you start saying, ďWait a second, thatís us here!Ē† Then you start tying in today and you start taking what could be the rock forms and youíre expanding them, or the folk forms, people are trying to expand their ideas in a smaller folkism and you try, like two converging trains meeting at Promontory Point, thatís what happens in music.† Itís an inductive, ephemeral trip.† You get the idea.

BD:† Sure.

HW:† Iím a strong believer of that.† Thereís too much going on, and there are too many secrets, too many well-kept secrets that are there.† With everybody trying to free-express, thereís a way to show alternatives, alternatives, alternatives.† There are so many alternatives.

BD:† You list all of the good and all of the bad. Are you optimistic about the whole future of music?

HW:† Yes.

BD:† Just like that, ďYesĒ?

HW:† Because Iím still writing.

BD:† In other words, if you couldnít write anymore, you would not be optimistic about it?

HW:† How could I write otherwise?† That may sound smug, but itís honest.† With all my concerns for humanity Ė and theyíre very deep Ė I once heard someone say, and I thought it was callous at first, but there is a truth to it:† ďMy arms are really too short to embrace the world.Ē† I can really do more for the world if I embrace myself Ė and I donít mean in a greedy selfishness.† Iím talking about perfecting myself, perfecting my time on earth.† Weíre here, weíre gone!† I was in a car accident where I died and I came back.† I destroyed my body.† I hit a wall in a car.† The only reason I lived is that I was 17, and I had long hair, so I didnít bleed to death; it matted.† Now it wasnít like in one of these Hollywood movies where you wake up the next day and you go, ďOh, there it is, thereís the vision.Ē and I could become an evangelist.† No, itís not that at all.† The rude awakening was that [snaps his fingers] lifeís gone, baby.† And then when you come back, and there's this, the nuclear heat.† Itís almost like Mary Shelley, the Frankenstein thing, not so far from the truth; coming back, maybe itís the all the mitochondria turning back on and the body heat of regeneration.† I donít know what it is, and granted, thatís a conjectured hypothesis, but it felt awfully real to me. Iíve never felt such heat in my life.† The only reason I lived, I think, was the durability of youth.† But that recognition as I was going on 17, and then I fell in love, and that was wonderful, like the beginnings of life.† But the one thing was like, well, whereís this revelation, whereís this revelation?† But the one thing that kept hanging with me was the real consequence about termination.† Then you start to realize how long are we going to live.† What are you going to do?

BD:† You want to make sure that you leave enough stuff behind.

HW:† Well, yeah, but thatís ego.† But think about this:† Thereís something that ties us in with Creation itself, the glory of Creation.† Forget theology, just focus on God, creation.† What happens is you stop time.† Are you bored?† Create, find a focus; you wonít be bored ever again in your life.† You may get mishegosh.† You may get crazy and depressed and tremendously anxiety-ridden because things arenít formulating the way you wish them to formulate, but you wonít be bored.† Boredom is a killer.

BD:† Is that all weíre trying to do, just escape boredom? Isnít there something more than that?

HW:† Yes there is.† Touchť!† But, unfortunately, most people are trying to escape boredom with all superficial means, and it begets the devolution which begets continuing devolution, and look at society today.† We have a society of very unhappy people, lost people, where money becomes the thing.† Donít get me wrong, I want to be able buy my family things, be able to educate my children and buy health insurance, thank you very much, but the bottom line is, to get lost in that, you get stuck in one direction, that becomes insignificant.

BD:† Are you only writing for the people who are lost?

HW:† No, no, no, no, no.

BD:† The people who are already found and have good lives, it doesnít matter to them?

HW:† No, Iím only writing for me.† Iím not saying that to exclude my discoveries, Iím writing because thatís the pure honest experience Iím having with the cosmos.† Iím showing a view of the world that Iím seeing, and if it ties in and moves you, too, then weíre sharing this experience.† Being in a hall together where weíre all having this experience becomes an amazing cosmic experience.† Taking the focus off me, for the individual to find a focus to do anything, whether itís weaving, itís painting your apartment or doing interior design, is helping people, even being a good businessman.† Iíve always found it very curious, as an aside here, why business all of a sudden looks at a GNP and finds itís more important to fire 4000 people to raise the profits 5% and give the CEO a big bonus because heís done this for his stockholders, as opposed to educating his work force and increasing his work force to be a better buying work force.† Iíve never met anybody well-educated who wasnít a good buyer, but a buyer nonetheless.† And when you buy, you make profits, so thatís something else.† Itís the same thing with art, and itís the same thing with life.† I donít mean to sound like a half-cocked guru here, but all of this has come out of this microcosm, this metaphor of my application in art, in my writing music.† I recognize how completely my life has changed, how people regard me, because Iím not hysterical anymore.† Now, granted, in this talking, you can see how fast my mind is working cause Iím formulating ideas, but when Iím writing Iím not talking.† Itís different.† I sit down and play a piece for you, you listen in your own space.† Thatís me.† And like, ďHi, Hayden,Ē ďHey, hi Bruce.Ē† Itís that kind of thing.† I like where I am now.† Itís a lot easier.† [laughs]

BD:† About your recordings, does it please you that other people can listen to your work at remote times?† Even when youíve moved on and are writing something different, theyíll be able to listen to what you wrote last week and last month and last year.

HW:† Oh, absolutely.† Iíve written around 400 pieces now, over 400 pieces.† Some are better than others, some Iíll re-scrub and work because they may be good germs, and some of them may be just terrible.† It happens, but yes, itís very nice.† One thing Iím trying to do with my colleagues Ė and I raise an eyebrow here and there Ė is I use pop and rock nomenclature when listening to my work.† I say, ďWell, listen to the single.Ē† They go ďWhat?Ē ďYeah, the single.† The 6th movement.† Listen to the single.Ē Now I know that sounds rather strange, especially for the purists who pride themselves as having an ability to sit through a RING Cycle.† I have that ability.† Itís a strange ability, and Iíve worked it up for a long time.† Iím 45, Iíve been in music for 40 years.† Itís taken a long time to have that type of discipline.† It isnít necessary for everybody, but if you want to listen to the RING Cycle, you have to have a discipline to be able to sit through it.

BD:† Do you need discipline, or are you just simply enjoying the damn thing?

HW:† Good question!† One would immediately say, yes, youíre enjoying the damn thing, right?† I saw a documentary on one of the Van Cliburn competitions, and someone was talking about how audiences now go to concerts expecting to be entertained, as opposed to willing to work.† I donít mean that youíre going to go to a concert where somebodyís going to educate you and hit you over the head, but I mean this synergistic intercourse of whatís going to happen and where are we going to go and thatís exciting to me.† Thatís real theater, where youíre part of it.† Thereís a proscenium edge, but why arenít you part of that proscenium edge even if youíre sitting outside the fourth wall?† When you have that, everything becomes exciting!† We were talking before about the end of the Mahler Ninth, and that pregnant pause when the baton was put down and the violins relaxed, and the audience still was caught up in that magic.† And finally, maybe it was even the shock of the whole of that, that emptiness, that silence, and they exploded!† Well, isnít that amazing, wasnít it wonderful!

BD:† It was.† It was great...

HW:† ...because the audience was just as much a part of the music, and even more, as a part of the performance.† Thatís because the audience came with anticipation, not an expectation, an anticipation to work.†† Okay, this is Mahler and weíre going to do this and weíre going to listen.† We know itís long, but here we go.† We know this is beautiful music here, but there are some ďbutsĒ here, but the ďbutsĒ disappeared, because they were working, they were focusing, they were concentrating.† Very exciting!

BD:† Do you want that same kind of audience for your music?

HW:† Oh, I would love it!† At the same time, I think the greatest compliment you can give anybody.† For instance, the Steely Dan album, Asia, itís a masterpiece.† And why?† Because it could be Muzak.† At the same time you could sit and go, ďMy God, this is brilliantly well-executed, brilliantly well-written, brilliantly well-performed, brilliantly well-engineered and produced!Ē, and yet at the same time you could dismiss it and it doesnít interfere.† When you get into symphonic music, it's more complex and sometimes it will demand more of your attention.† Iíd be hard pressed to play the 6th Movement while weíre eating soup, when the African percussion comes in and blows the roof off.† But, at the same time, thereís an aspect if you just let it happen.† For instance, when we were taught in school about James Joyce, Romulus Lenny said something that I thought was quite astute.† He said, ďDonít get stuck.† If something confuses and you didnít get it, donít stop; keep going on and let it wash you.† Finally it will pull you along."† Interestingly enough, and this just hit me, itís the same thing that Larry Wilcox had said: just let the music play and come in.† Do your errands, go out and catch it here, catch it there, and then, finally, it will all come together.† I canít tell you in my youth how many times with him I would say I really like that one piece of his, but that second piece, eh.† He said, ďListen to it again.Ē† And then, in retrospect, I canít imagine how I ever had any doubts about the piece; it seemed even more melodic than the piece that I first liked that was more accessible.

BD:† That goes back even to Koussevitzky.

HW:† Absolutely, no contest.

BD:† He would play some new music and the people would say, ďOh, Iíd didnít care for that.Ē, and he would say, ďFine, Iíll play it again.Ē [Laughter]

HW:† Good for him, good for him.† In some cases, it deserved to be repeated with the expectation of a positive response, and then there were the responses that would be cryptic responses.† Thatís the nature of the piece.† There will always be cryptic responses.† The only differential that I have here is that is an entire plate of differential, of cryptic responses enough?† For me, itís not.† I really feel that nature is a romantic beast.† That the real beauty of being human is to truly be romantic and to truly recognize what hurts when you have been hurt.† Then, in that recognition, try to overcome your pain, not in vengeance to inflict that same hurt on somebody else, but extend passion, a positive passion, a love passion to eradicate your own pain and hopefully have reciprocation.† We know how complex the human machine is, and you could go through those motions and still get your brains kicked in.† The bottom line is, short of stupidity and shortsightedness Ė because one has to defend oneís self; I mean, this is an insane society we live in Ė I feel that if we try, we will find what weíre looking for.† If you donít look, you certainly will not find it.† Even if it lands on your lap, youíll say ďWhat was that?Ē and youíll brush it off, and it falls and breaks.† You have to have soft hands.† Baseball, baby.† Everything is baseball.† Be a shortstop, you know?† Catch that, catch that, catch that, no matter where itís thrown.

BD:† Are you at the point in your career that you want to be right now?

HW:† I like my life. I like what Iím doing.† I like my vision quest.† Something must be working. At the same time, thereís tremendous neurosis that I feel like I havenít written anything and thereís so much more to do!† Itís Sisyphus every day, every day, every day.

BD:† Would it be helpful if you could just take the top of your head off and just sort of pour it out onto the page and then put the top of your head back on?

HW:† Well, I kind of do that anyway.† Iíve always said writing a piece was like looking into a bucket of sand and trying to figure out the chronological progression of the grains.† So if I open the top of my head I may spill out extra notes I didnít need to spill out, and Iíd really have a problem.

BD:† When youíre writing a piece, how do you know when itís done?

HW:† Itís done.† [Pause] I know, but thatís also a very good question, because if I donít feel requited, somethingís wrong.† Yet there are those pieces that are beyond me that I just finish and I throw Ďem in the drawer and then I discover them a year later and, ďWow!Ē Or, ďOops, well, that was good.Ē† But nine out of ten times they were used somewhere else and theyíre right unto themselves.† Thatís what I meant when I said I had arrived.† I recognize balance, sectional balance form.† I have a tremendous understanding of form, and I play with form all the time.† Whether somethingís through-composed and itís hanging almost like a Caulder mobile, or, or itís some bastardized sonata form, I kind of like sonata form.† Why I say ďbastardizedĒ is I donít get into the diatonic progression.† I get into it as a formic progression of saying, ďOkay, we have exposition here,Ē but what is going to happen in the exposition?† Exposition, antecedent, development...† you have recapitulation, post-development and coda, alright?† But you say weíre in the exposition, or do I want to just have an ďAĒ section, or is it going to be binary or ternary or compound rondo or some bastardized ďthroughĒ whatever?† Then somehow it resolves itself and I say, ďOkay, antecedent.Ē† It helps me write.

BD:† Are you deciding this, or is it deciding it.

HW:† It decides it a lot of times.† Iíll tell you something funny:† In film-writing, a lot of times, if you look, at the film Ė and in writing, I get an improvisational sense.† I sense, ďokay, this is the mood that I want to set here.Ē† When I look at it, I might see that he grabs the knife, and Iím looking and Iím figuring where I am with my tempo.† I want these actions to happen on a downbeat because it becomes strong, it points up the film.† All of a sudden my bar lines start dropping in at a certain place, so I may have a 3-minute section of music that Iíve already written out in 2/4, 5/4, or 7/4, and itís all laid out before Iíve even written a note of music!† Then, I did a film called Buckets, with Harry Mantheakis who wrote and directed it.† Being a silent movie the woman had a theme and an instrument and everybody does their thing.† All of a sudden, when she did something, well, I was blocking these out before I still had written a note of music!† I knew my tempo, I knew where the entrances were happening.† I knew what the orchestration was going to be once I figured out what the melody was.† And it came out, boom!† And it worked like a hand in a glove.† So yes, it can dictate to you.† But also, at the same time, Iím not going to jump into the next section if Iím working in a bastardized sonata form.† I won't move into the antecedent from the exposition if I donít feel that I have come to some kind of cadence or some kind of momentary resolution... or is it a final resolution?† That kind of thing happens all the time.

BD:† This is a technical thing that you picked up on.† Is that something that everybody picks up on, or just something that everybody knows is there but canít put their finger on?

HW:† All of the above.† It depends on how cognizant we are through what we allow ourselves to become cognizant of.† I know that sounds like double-talk, but, how can you know what Mark Twain said if you donít read Mark Twain?† How can you know what a Beatle song sounds like if you havenít listened to a Beatle song?† Itís this kind of thing.† You canít shut down.† You have to allow the options, and then something will speak to you.† I canít tell you how many conductor colleagues who will say, ďThis piece, well, yes, I can conduct it, but it doesnít really speak to me.".† It may be fingernails on the wall to you, and it doesnít speak to you at all.† But thatís the nature of it all.

BD:† Do you expect your music, then, to speak to everyone?

HW:† I wouldnít be so presumptuous.

BD:† Do you expect your music to speak to anyone?

HW:† Absolutely! And to a large financial market share.† Youíve got to remember something: Weíre talking classical music, so 5-8000 units is considered a rave sale, when you consider that we, who are 40 years old, 45 years old, and older, by the year 2000, just in America, are going to be 75 million people.† If I sold only to one one thousandth of that group, Iíve sold 75 thousand units. So, I ask you, if 5-8000 units is a rave, and Iím only trying to deal with one one thousandth Ö Itís remarkable the way weíre getting back into a cottage industry.† There are ways of putting things out.† You just put them out and you work together, and you put them out.† There is a market.† There is a definite market.

BD:† But you would keep writing even if there was no market?

HW:† I have to.† The sad part for me is that the rest of the world wouldnít be hearing this joyful noise that Iím hearing.† If you could put your ear next to mine and hear whatís going on in my head, youíd hear a lot of everything at once.† [Laughter]

BD:† Would it sort itself out?

HW:† No.† Itís funny...† I mean excuse me if I really sound so self-involved when I say that, itís just that Iím so excited when Iím ďupĒ.† I could be depressed and say, ďOh, itís not coming,Ē or frustrated, and go into fast spin-cycle in bed, chewing up the insides of my mouth.† It isnít easy; donít let me make light of it.† You have to really be tenacious.† You have to have discipline.† Discipline is not an extension of sexual behaviour, as many may think; itís a way to set yourself free.† You put in the time in the beginning, it pays off in the end.† Look at Nolan Ryan.† He broke his ass after every game Ė working out, working out, and thatís why he was a legend.† I mean, tremendous respect.† Thatís an artist of baseball.† Because of his focus and his discipline, he recognized what he had to do.† Imagine, to be able to throw a ball as fast as he did for as long as he did without any physiological problems.† Itís staggering.† I always said, ďNolan, come back to baseball, get a knuckleball, and pitch until youíre seventy, it would be great.† Pitch when you want, but just come back.Ē

BD:† Are you going to pitch till youíre seventy?

HW:† Oh, I have my work planned out a long time.† I have romantically felt that Iíd work at least till I was 95, and in my 95th year I was going to be contacted by extraterrestrials and travel at the speed of light and voyage to other worlds.† Maybe thatís a romantic way of saying thatís when theyíre going to come and get me and Iím going to expire.† I would even hope to live longer than that, as long as I could keep writing. and not drool on myself.† [Laughter]† Isaac Asimov, very possibly another DaVinci of our time, went to his death with the satisfaction that he had written down every idea he had ever had.† What got him freaked out when his body was dying, his mind was still solid, and his mind strangled in a dying body.† Thatís kind of scary.† Itís almost Stephen Kingish, you know?† But think about that.† He worked, he killed himself.† He was at the typewriter something like 17 hours a day.† I donít recommend that for everybody, but, if the spirit moves you, bless your heart.

BD:† Well, if someone sits at the typewriter 17 hours a day, how are they going to have time to listen to your music?

HW:† You know the funny part of that is, if it is meant to be it will happen.† Interestingly enough, those who will be working that hard to create, itís OK if they canít.† We need that input.† Somehow we always manage to hear each otherís work, because if itís important enough, in the honesty of what weíre saying, we help massage each other into creating.† We get inspired by each other.

BD:† Music is the massage?

HW:† Good art is the massage.† All honest expression is the massage.† I once saw a deaf girl, she was a young woman.† They had these earphones on her, and they were trying see if she could hear.† She was really stone deaf.† They were trying some technique through the mťnages, certain vibrations, and they were scrolling through the radio.† There was talking, and all of a sudden they passed a station and it was Beethoven, and she responded.† I started weeping.† She heard SOMETHING that made her respond that she had never heard before.† Something that I take for granted.† Well, I donít.† I constantly have my fingers in my ears when things get too loud.† I donít want to lose my hearing, but itís something that we take for granted.† Was that an art piece?† No.† But it was a part of humanity that was so bloody real that it moved me!† Once I saw a docudrama about Delius.† I was so bloody moved by it, I sat down and wrote the major theme of what subsequently became a street opera of mine, Neon.† How do you explain these things?† Itís not the first time this has happened.† How many times have we seen a great movie, walked out and said ďWow!† The world looks different."† These are very exciting moments.† Other artists have created this, but all of a sudden weíre tingling with this world.† This is what I was talking about before.† So when weíre talking about Mahler, the audience has had the luxury of sharing a cosmic experience.† This honest cosmic experience has massaged them, and hopefully massaged them enough that a lot of them will go home and make love to each other, or make love to themselves or explore in this ecstasy of glory that they have felt that theyíll try to do something, try to reach for something, straighten up their room, something positive, reach for themselves, try to write something down.

BD:† Is that the purpose of music?

HW:† One of them, Iím sure.† Music is a form of expression.† Itís another language.† Itís Music-Speak.† Itís to communicate.† Is the purpose of writing to uplift and convey, or to open a window of something where all of these things happen anyway?† I donít think a good artist just sits down Ė unless itís maybe like in a political connotation; ďWell, Iím writing this because Iím angry, and hereís this very parochial emotion of mine, and Iím going to hit you, bang, and this is my emotion!Ē† Now, thatís real, too.† Iím talking about in the context where something is so spiritually uplifting where you carry that partial of that spirit with you, and youíre so moved that you feel that you have to do something within yourself as well.† I feel thatís very real.† Iíve seen that with paintings, Iíve seen that in movies, certainly Iíve read it in books.† I remember, as a kid procrastinating and that next day was a test.† I hadnít read the book and I was BS-ing my way with the teacher.† Finally, with the test the next day, I sat down and read the book. The next thing I knew, I had finished it.† I was flabbergasted!† It was Of Mice and Men, by John Steinbeck.† I was devastated!† For two weeks I walked around moping like I was lovesick.† I was just so overwhelmed by the majesty of the humanity of this book.† When George is saying to Lenny, when Curly is slapping him around, ďDonít take it, donít take it,Ē and Lenny grabs Curlyís fist and crushes it.† Moments like that and ďtell me about the rabbits, George, tell me about the rabbits.Ē And then Candy with his dog, when Curly so cruelly has the dog destroyed and Candy just turns to the wall.† The dignity and the pain of that was so profound for me, such an amazing moment.† Now, thereís an example, and that carried with me and I felt like I had to go to the piano and do things.† Itís that type of transference.

BD:† Since Carlisle Floyd has already turned it into an opera, did you just have to write your own response to it?

HW:† Well, yes, or even just improvise or something.† I just had to sit down at the piano and practice or play.† You know?† Emote.† And thatís what happened.† Itís not so strange.† All of us have our own vision, our own problems, our own realities.† But thereís a way, somehow, to clean it up, set it, and set it in motion in such a way that it helps us.† It just perpetuates itself.† Itís almost like a geometric progression.† As insanely cruel as the bad cards some people have been dealt in life, there is still a way to turn it around.† I firmly believe that.† If I didnít believe that, then I would say the world is truly coming to an end.† Iím a Romantic.† Itís incongruous.† Itís oxymoronic.† A renaissance is coming and itís going to be phenomenal.† Look, we have a plague now.† I mean, theyíre estimating 70 million dead in Africa alone.† Weíre talking about Malthusian philosophy, really, coming to the foreground.† When I was in economics and we studied Onida and Humana, all these utopian phenomena that failed, we looked at Malthus who said that plague and war and famine were necessary evils because they thinned out population.† The teacher was very quick to show us that the Second World War only had killed a half yearís population growth, so obviously that was wrong.† Now we have a real plague.† We have a lot of wars going on and wanton killing.† As scary as that is, itís getting to my point.† We will find a cure to AIDS, but the thing thatís going to happen that is so scary and miraculous in the process.† Even if we canít eradicate the virus, if we figure out a way of getting in and stopping its process of replication, we will have cured every single disease that exists and stopped ageing.† So, you know, we look at this.† Weíre on the threshold of a heavy concert, and everybodyís playing.† This is group participation.

BD:† It will be interesting to see how many of these things actually pan out.

HW:† Itís all going to pan out.

BD:† I guess it will be interesting to see when it pans out.

HW:† Ah! Yes.† I do feel that in our lifetime they will certainly have found a cure, or, letís say, a preventative of death from the standpoint of AIDS.† These retroviruses are very curious, but look what theyíre doing now with cancer, with genes.† They can tell now who is probable.† That in itself is preventive medicine.† Iím a very big advocate of preventive medicine, and itís cheap!† Itís a hell of a lot cheaper acting than after the fact.† We need to start getting these bloody insurance companies that are just gleaning off the top and tell them to put a preventative medicine package together and authorize that everybody gets gene testing.† So we see from birth, boom , you get fingerprints, you get this.† Letís get genetic fingerprinted immediately.† Then we know the process.† If somebodyís prone to diabetes, then they know not to get into heavy sugar consumption.† There may be ways to prevent us from having to go into insulin that we can just homoeopathically avoid all these pitfalls.† And thatís cheaper.† Letís face it, with all the people that are propagating on this planet, weíre going to have to find shortcuts or weíre all going to die.† Very few people are going to have the wherewithal to even buy medicine because everythingís going to fall out the window.† We have to recognize this; we have to educate ourselves and we have to take care of ourselves.† These are two inalienable rights that are not mentioned in the Declaration, but they are inalienable rights.† Everybody deserves an education and health so they can pursue their happiness, which is an inalienable right.† I believe that thatís what the renaissance is all about.† I really do.† I told you Iím a romantic.

BD:† Hope it comes true.

HW:† Well, Iím going to make it come true for me.† Iím going to try at least [laughs].

BD:† Thanks for coming to Chicago.

HW:† My pleasure. Thank you.

† © 1994†† Bruce Duffie

This interview was recorded in Chicago on June 6, 1994 at the studios of WNIB.† Portions were used (along with recordings) on WNIB in later that year, and in 1998 and 1999.† This transcription was made in 2007 and posted on this website at that time.

Award - winning broadcaster Bruce Duffie was with WNIB, Classical 97 in Chicago from 1975 until its final moment as a classical station in February of 2001.† His interviews have also appeared in various magazines and journals since 1980, and he now continues his broadcast series on WNUR-FM, as well as on Contemporary Classical Internet Radio.

You are invited to visit his website for more information about his work, including selected transcripts of other interviews, plus a full list of his guests.† He would also like to call your attention to the photos and information about his grandfather, who was a pioneer in the automotive field more than a century ago.† You may also send him E-Mail with comments, questions and suggestions.